Good Old Stoneridge

Sitting by the poolside at stoneridge apartments, ruminating life. Mostly warm, with extremities cold. I wonder how many people can see me chilling here and I wonder if it matters at all. Soft slight buzzing of the cars on 39th st, and the pleasant breeze with the safety of the pool light, and the neighboring apartments with international students shuffling inside. I finished most of my hw for the night. Just taking in some nature, some quiet, and feeling what feels like peace. A lot has happened, can happen, would happen, and keeps happening, but there is nothing like feeling this almost perfect calm inside. Literally breathing in and breathing out. There's people coming around to talk..omg Indian accents.."watched 5-8 lectures.." Why must they come into my quiet with an accent that totally and ridiculously over exaggerates each freaking vowel. Ok dragging their flip flops by the poolside, apparently all Indians like doing this. Lol- I'm Indian after all.. I can understand their language - looks like there's a poolside party- birthday party? All men of course! It's funny how we used to be a group, a significantly better one. There is nothing like your best buds and best friends. Oh gosh looks like someone is going to get beat up- haha it's fine n fun when you're inside the group but it is ridiculous from the outside. Good scene. It's nice to be a slight watcherby of life rather than living it. It is safe and clean and calm. How I wish the Indian accent were better!! And that the girls also hung out more openly! Nothing like finding solace and peace in nature.